...... ``净莹の眠花塘`` ......

haiz..mc again.. too bad..i fainted in d bank yesterday.. thx to my officer who carried me to the nearest clinic.wonder why im so weak recently? headache.. vomit and finally i fall!! the stupid doc pinch me!!! im so freakin stress!!!WELL..let me take deep breath............................................everyone say i insane . especially my parents..cause i ate lot when im stress.. stranded myself in the room , sit in front of the computer for the whole night..and non-stop eatin from workin till i sleep..mad right?i should mke myself calm and not to think and worry too much.. i will really gone mad? or i will faint again? lol...its any other way to realease tension besides eatin? please la..anyone help me? i put on weight !!!!

Im so so so so so so so sad.... wonder why they dun support me in education ? WHY ??? WHY ???? i wanted to go for my further study so long !!! I told em 2 years ago after graduated my form 5.But why there's always a reason to stop me... I cant see my future in the bankin field... I hate bankin and I dun wanna waste my time in bankin.. or mayb as a teller ,a normal clerk.. For 10 year? 20 years? or the rest of my life? How could you all do tis to me? I never againts you..always listen to u .. follow what you say ,be what you want me to be... And now im no longer a child. I have the right to decide my life what i want to be... but u all dun support me, want me to bear my own expenses , my sch fees ...How im gonna stand by my own? >_<~i hate you ... i hate you all.... pls daddy mummy....don destroy my my hope..my dreams..my life... and dont destroy your DAUGHTER ..dont destroy ME!!!